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Name: Jon
Country: United States
State: Arizona
Metro: Phoenix
Birthday: 5/6/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: mudvayne, slipknot, black dahlia murder, meshuggah, manson, nirvana, metal, some emo, music, skating
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Member Since:
6/16/2005
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| i had a rough week. i dont feel like writing everything down. i just want to go die now... everything is so confusing...
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| grrr i hate my dad he is such a fucking asshole. i dont even wnt to
talk about it right noww... i hate him so much. i had a really bad day,
i just want to go to sleep forever...
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| i dont know what to write. im sorry about my last post... i think i was
overreacting because of what happened. i still dont know what to do
about anything though... im lost...
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| I woke up and thought I was gay...this morning while thinking about the dreams i have been having i releazed that sometimes i do have feelings for guys too but...i really miss my ex girlfreind. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.. who to tell...who to talk to. why doesn't she want me back? I think i love her still but...if only she wanted me. yet im attrated to guys...i think.
i dunno what to do.
help me.
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| what a long day. first i had to go to the mall with my mom because she
had to buy som crap. i just kind of hung out by the food court and i
saw my friend zach. we were messing around for about half hour but then
i had to go. when i came back i didnt really do anything though. then i
read a xanga that i am subscriedb to and it freaked me out. it
reminded me of my old friend... whos dead now. i still cant get over
what happened. whenever i see anyone trying to kill themseleves i try
to stop them, i try to make them realize that its not worth it. it
truly isnt. when my friend died my whole world crashed it was like
horrible, i felt like i was all alone. well im just ranting now.. i
have to go
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